Saturday, December 22, 2007

In this session I heard the following:
"Scribe write this down:
What you have set out to do is accomplished. The door to wonder has been opened. Now summon a force to work with."

E P H G

I feel a rushing wind in the spirit.

A winged beast with a black hook bill upon his head appears.

"My name is VZAP," he says, "and I have come to explain the second of the first. Look not to the left or right but seek the inner. A world within a world is created and upon the breath of man rides the Eagle..."

Symbols (Enochian letters) are given to me.

"...And now you know where I reside."

I enter Med, the pyramid, and ascend the stairs.

The Bonorum says, "We, the spirits of the Bonorum will work with you."

I ask them what they have power over...

"Shadows"

I feel as though they conceal secrets (in shadow, so to speak)

Thursday, December 20, 2007

In this session these words came to me, while I was scrying a crystal orb a top a wax Sigil Dei Ameth:

"Scribe write this down:
For when the walls of Jericho fell, so too did the hearts of men. A loving Father breathed life to the Earth, while his children saught nought but their own flesh.
Write out a call to God and bring Him to your heart."

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Having returned to Med, several times now, I'm finding the world is always in a state of darkness. The light just before evening.

I asked my guide here, who explained, "This is a land of Twilight. You have been here many times yet remember it not."

The only direction he will guide me, is to the obsidian pyramid.

"Have you committed the entry to memory" - speaking of the way to enter the pyramid.

I responded, "No."

"You Must."

I repeated the previous work, entering the pyramid, then moving past the curtain... then approaching the throne. This time I was told to step forward, but two beings blocked me from the throne. The walls on my Left and Right moved aside. To my right, I entered darkness. There in the darkness I heard words that sounded like this:

ELA EL GONO SAY BA OH LA LEY

Saturday, December 8, 2007

I returned again today to Med. I entered the Pyramid. I went passed the curtain. As I passed a voice says, "you are worthy."

Darkness is all around me, but I remain strong.

"Fear is Failure" says a voice (a phrase from my Golden Dawn days.)

I radiated Light (visualized)

To the right of me, I see a streak of light, along the floor. I turn a corner in this darkness, looking to the Right and I see a throne. The one who sits upon the throne is hidden in the Light.

I couldn't comprehend and left.

Second scrying attempt

I try again with Med.

A "guide" who goes by a name I shall not write here, says: "The one [tablet] in your left hand [The Original Great Table] is fashioned out of a [can't read my writting here... looks like god or goal] of revealing EArth without names and imates of the Great Golden Dawn. You have an affinity with the Golden Dawn Tablet [Reformed Tablet with GD changes]."

I briefly scry the main line in the Original TAblet - I saw lava and fire. More movement. In the Golden Dawn tablet I saw a cold dry Mountain.

I should try the Original tablet with the Divine Names thereof.

Scrying again Med - off the Original Great Table (earth portion)

I'm back in this place. The dark obsydian pyramid stands before me. There is a door at the base of the pyramid. Beside it, are two beings, one on each side. Like wardens. Each stands guard.

My guide gives me the secret for me to enter this place.

I approach the guardians and give the secret that my guide revealed. I'm allowed to pass.

As I pass the entrance I feel I'm passing a barrier. I'm inside a golden hallway. "The Hallway of the gods" it's called. it goes into the Pyramid about five feet, and turns to the right. There is a golden light coloring the hallway... like candle light. Upon the walls are herioglyphic symbols. I am guided down to the end of the hallway. It turns once more, but to the left, to a set of steps that rise upwards. At the top of the steps is a Lavender or Indigo Curtain that covers the opening at the top of the stairs.

The guide now tells me, "where you pass it is forbidden to take others. Hold out your hand and tell me your wish.... I can see the living symbol of [can't read my writing, looks like "earth"] at work within you."

I ask a question.

"Your Ill temper is due to your stress. Get a handle on that."

"You may only pass beyond the curtain if given the key, which I now bestow to you."

The key is called "B O R N U M" [At this time I didn't know about the Bornorum]

On passing the curtain, there is darkness. A loud hum or vibration is felt. Yet the air feels still.

I begin to wonder if this is real. I feel nervous in this dark room within my mind.

"You wonder," says a voice, "if this is real. Give a task to be completed within two weeks."

I request to see visual form of the Enochian angels I call into the physical temple I've built in my house.

Wednesday, December 5, 2007

Scrying... Med. A voice, "Confusion vexes you, and fear stops you. Confusion on which tablet to use. Fear regarding misuse and failure."

Scrying the Enochian letter Med (o), I see:
Darkness
....
within the darkness and even darker object. A triangle. An obsydian triangle.

The triangle rotates, it's pointing upwards.

No, it's a Pyramid.

Sounds of insects "buzz" in this vision.

Flashes of Light
Rings of Light

A voice:
"You must Leave.... You trust too much on old. Embrace the new. I leave you to contemplate."

[Two years later, as I'm copying my written journal to blogspot, i'm wondering if this reference was in the Thelemic concept of the old aeon vs. the new.]

The vision ends.

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

This Journal

This Journal chronicals my work with the Enochian system of Dr. John Dee.

It all started in Dec. of 2007. That's when I made aquaintances with Athena, from Enochian.org. I took some course work from her and began my own work of the Enochian system.

Rather then jump into the Aethyrs, I took Athena's advice and built an Enochian magick system for my everyday life.

My work started with a simple scrying session - from there, I built out a room in my house as an Enochian temple - complete with a Enochian Table of Practice, Sigil Dei Ameth, Banners, Ring, Robe, and an Enochian library.